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update
Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 12:45:00 PM

Sorry I've been gone for so long.
errr. I'm doing good btw. Hope you guys are too.
Anyway, I'm just updating today cause I'm gonna go on a blog hiatus.
Too lazy to blog, and I've got my reasons. So don't keep checking on my blog and ask why I haven't updated it :P

Hmm. I wanna take some time off to really appreciate the things around me and not just the internet. Timmy seems to be sick lately, and I'm totally upset about this. The other baby's fine, he's doing well, sleeping most of the time.

On a brighter note, I was screaming my head off the other day when I found out about Jeffery Deaver's new book :) I seriously need to get my hands on em, when they publish it here :D
Okaaaay byeee readers! :D take care, happy holidays!

woopee

i'll hulf and i'll puff
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 8:40:00 PM


Who knew blowing candles out from a certain distance when you're in complete darkness could be so fun? :)

Then again, I think I'm gonna get a sore throat soon. After so many breaths, and umpteen desperate attempts to blow out the candle, I finally did, and this is what I get. A sore throat. Sweet, I think I deserve it haha.

And yes, I changed the layout. I like it, it ain't so gloomy anymore with the previous black one, don't you think? :) Doesn't matter anyway, I think I'm gonna stick to this for a long time.

woopee

get hold of it
Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 3:49:00 PM


Our greatest glory consists not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
- Oliver Goldsmith



If there's one thing everyone should learn to appreciate,
it's failure.
Embrace it, take it as a lesson, and learn from it. Make a small virtual sticky note in your brain, so you'll never repeat the same mistake. Life is afterall a learning experience.
Stop for a moment, think about it. There is a solution to everything, and same goes to failure. Just calm down, and make that failure into success.

Oh and if there's one more thing everyone should learn to be responsible for,
it's your own feelings.
The world is how you yourself see it, not how others see it. Everything you do, and everything that happens, happens for a reason, and they are under your own actions. Not others.
Take charge of yourself, and take charge of your own emotions. Be responsible for it. Grow up, and stop pointing your finger at others for what you have done. An angry emotion, can be changed into a happy one, leading to a day (at least) filled with happiness.

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Life is really just the way you look at it.
If you think you're gonna fail even before the battle begins, then failure is what you get.
but if you think you're gonna succeed, you will. even if that means, falling for a few times first. Success comes after failure.

Emotions are the only things we can truly get hold of. Something that is YOURS, for you to control. Use it wisely, and master it. Don't let it master you, or others. A potentially great day can be seemingly bad, just because of one petty thing in life.

So, think again.
Change your life into a better one.

Are you willing to change yourself and your perspectives,
for a better life?
I am.

woopee

Natasha
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 10:23:00 PM

sorry bout the last post. was kinda.. err.. well, my brain wasn't working properly.
anyway..

Happy Birthday my sayaang! I love you like hell Nats
May you have a blessed one with loads of happiness.

Thanks for being super super awesome to me!
I loveeee you, and I don't care whether you cheat on me or not, I'm just happy we actually met :)
kissseeess to you! Happy birthday, love!
love you lots for being my super gay awesome partner ;)
ROCK BOINK ON! :D

woopee

black hole
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 7:47:00 PM


don't ask.
i wanna be alone for now.
will probably go on a blog hiatus again.


When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part,
You roll outta bed and down on your knees, and for a moment you can hardly breathe .

woopee

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 7:06:00 PM

Meh, I don't have anything smart to say about this, but yeah. My chicken died. and I cried, like a small kid lol. Please laugh and roll off your chair, twitch like there's no tomorrow, and die now due to excessive laughter, cause this may sound very absurd to you. but I don't care if you think it's funny to cry over a chicken. cause I had her for 6 years, and I don't think anyone can ever understand that. heeehhh.

Okay. I look so hung over right now. I look like some retarded Chinese apek on drugs with very very small eyes right now. Yes, I'm Chinese, but I look way much more Chinese now, and mind you I'm proud of it. Asian pride HAHAHA *shoots self*

ohmaigoodness, I have double eyelids! :') I mean, VISIBLE double eyelids. Before this, I just look.. well, normal, but with slit eyes and not so visisble double eyelids, now, it's TOO visible, I look like some alien :( This better be gone by tomorrow, or I'd have a twin in school, if you get what I mean :P I'm not being mean! haha, slit eyes are sexy :)

Okay, my eyes hurt. I hate small eyes now.
Oh look, a cup!

woopee

remote control
Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 7:28:00 PM



Is there a time of your life where you would like to rewind back just to relive it?
That euphoric moment you get when you reminiscence of the past, that feeling nothing can replace? Or are you curious of your own future, would you like to fastforward everything to see what it has in store for you?

Sometimes, when I think of the past, when I close my eyes and just reminiscence, I feel like everything will slowly go into place, as it vividly comes into my mind as though my brain has transformed itself into an unusual puzzle.

I like how it feels, despite the bittersweet memories I had. Then again, I am curious of my future, I am curious to know what I'll be doing and what I'll be when I grow up. Will I be a different person? Will I be living up to my dreams, or will I still be literally dreaming? I don't know, but I hope the latter one does not happen.

Now think.. What if everyone had a remote control to control their own life? What if everyone had a rewind button or a fastforward button to go to a certain time of their lifes, would that make a difference? Would it really matter?

No.

Reality check, it's the present we're living in.
Nothing we can do to change it.
and honestly, I love how my life is right now,
and I'm happy to be living, not in the past, or the future,
but in the present :)


PS// I opened an orange juice box today and the pulp flew onto my hand and I licked it off. It felt good, yes it did. heehee! :)

woopee